10/08/2006 15:32
DAY FIVE!!
This is a completely bonkers diet!
Yesterday I was hungry, pissed off and down. I really felt fed up all day and really hungry, wanted my food and couldn't stop thinking about how it feels like I'm going to be doing this FOREVER and how the hell am I going to keep this up for so long! I wanted to go to the pub or at the very least crack open a bottle of wine in front of the telly! In the evening though I went to see The Devil Wears Prada and got quite seduced by all the pretty clothes. I came away thinking that it will be worth all this when I can wear pretty clothes again!
Today, I have been feeling like I might actually be able to do this. I still miss my food but I went swimming this morning and held my head high. I feel more confident and up for things! It's shades of the old me shining through.
I can see though that I'm going to have a real rollercoaster on this one... up and down not just day to day, but hour to hour! Let's hope for another good day tomorrow!
Today, I have been feeling like I might actually be able to do this. I still miss my food but I went swimming this morning and held my head high. I feel more confident and up for things! It's shades of the old me shining through.
I can see though that I'm going to have a real rollercoaster on this one... up and down not just day to day, but hour to hour! Let's hope for another good day tomorrow!