finding my skinny jeans

I GAINED six pounds :(

Monday, December 4, 2006 00:02:19

I'm not happy about this at all. It's like I'm back where I started from. It's raining today, but I'll surely be walking tomorrow. I've gotta lose weight. I'm going grocery shopping Friday. I've already told my boyfriend that we're only getting healthy foods. He wants to get in better shape also. It's a great deal easier for him...at least it seems that way!

Well.. .gotta go. I hope to be on here more often. Maybe Friday I'll buy a new tape measure and see what my "numbers" are...that 's too depressing :( Comments(0)

I suck!

Sunday, December 3, 2006 00:04:23

I really suck at this diet! It has been almost 2 months since I last posted! I haven't weighed myself in weeks. I'm gonna do it tomorrow to see where I am right now. We're vacationing in Canada in May. I want to be able to swim w/o feeling like a beached wale! I can't believe that I thought I was fat in high school. Boy was I mistaken!

I'll post tomorrow to update everything. I've gotta get down to business. while it would be lovely to be at 150 by May, I know that's a bit overzealous. I'd like to be at about 170 at the least though! (I won't swim, but at least my clothes will fit again. I'm down to track suits and the pants that I broke down and bought for work. My jeans are super tight and my stomach sticks out so much that I look rediculous in my shirts. I can't take this fat stuff. I've never been skinny, but I've always had nice curves. NOw I'm just a blob!) Oh well, the only way to fix it is to eat better and exercise! Comments(1)

virtual model

Thursday, November 30, 2006 23:06:01

i made a virtual model today so that I can "track" how my body changes as I loose weight. I can't post it on the blog, but I'll put the picture on here somewhere! Comments(0)