Wish I had something great...
to post. But I don't. I have been chugging along like normal. No weight loss to report. Heck, I haven't even really been trying. Let's be honest , I am sitting here typing this and stuffing my face with potato salad.
To be totally honest, I am feeling a bit in the dumps about losing weight. Not feeling so positive about it at all. I know, having a pity party for myself isn't going to help. I have never been one of those people who have a goal and do everything to reach that goal. I take that back, with certain things in life I have. I put myself through college, gave birth to 2 of my kids with no drugs, and manage to work part time, raise 3 kids and a hubby 
and homeschool. So I ask myself, why in the hell can't I lose weight?
I was talking to my mom about it today. I know part of it is my attitude. Actually that is a huge part. I don't believe that I can do it. I think it will never happen for me so I figure, why bother?
Worst thing, it is great here today... 81 degrees, sunny, and I feel like a fat pig. I put on shirts and hate what I see. I can't stand the mirror these days. Definitely not my friend.
Ok, I am done for now. Thanks for letting me vent. I hope to God that soon I get my ass in gear and do this once and for all. I don't know what it will take, you'd think the health scare would get me but nope.
Have a great weekend everyone!