Skinny Girl in a fat girl's body

My journey to discover the Skinny girl in a fat girl's body.

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  • Name: Hotmomma
  • City: Glen Burnie
  • State: MD
  • Country: US

My Weight Loss

Height:
Start weight: 240.00lb
Current weight: 231.00lb
Goal weight: 125.00lb
Lost to date: 9.00lb
Remaining: 106.00lb

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Check up today...

So I went for my check up with my endocrinologist. It was ok. Here is the run down:

1. Blood pressure - great, but I have never had an issue , Thank God, at least one thing is in the normal range!

2. Sugars - same, still a bit high

3. Fatty liver enzymes - they've lowered and are now to normal thanks to the meds

4. Weight - I was at 230 today, but I have been losing weight slowly.

Here is where I became a bit annoyed though... she is a nice lady, I like her a lot actually. She is one of those folks though that look like she has been thin all of her life, so I am bugged a little when she gets on me about weight. She says things in a brutally honest, but not trying to be mean way.

She told me I HAVE  to lose weight. Eat fish, chicken, turkey and veggies she says. Now I like all of those things, but the moment you tell me that is all I can eat, I instantly want something else. I know that is my mind working me over but I am trying to change it.

Anyway, I decide to ask her about phentermine. I took it once before and lost 50 pounds. I know it is not the "answer" but it helped to get me started and once I saw the weight coming off, I was able to stay on that path. I didn't even have the word "phentermine" off of my tongue yet before she said NO! She said that is only a quick fix. So then I did not push the issue, I felt silly for asking in the first place.

So again, I am losing weight but way, way slowly than I would like and to be honest iti depressing some days. I know that I just have to suck it up and do it, but it is hard!!

I hope everyone is well and have a great weekend.

Comments to this post:

Phentermine

Don't know if you are interested, however my husband used to get phentermine, legally, on the Internet.  He hasn't had any for about three years now.  When he did get it, he completed the questionnaire.  The website submitted it to a doctor (or so they said) and a pharmacy overnighted the prescription.  He found a few different sources just by Googling phentermine.

Best regards!

Sorry

you did not get the help you wanted. I disagree with your doctor though. I took it months ago and I am fine. It was not a quick fix. I have lost more weight without it than I did with it but it was a big help in the beginning. I have also heard that you can get it on the internet...but I dont know how it all works.

 

Hugs!

Sometimes some of us need a little extra just to help us along.  I know it may not be the right thing to do but if it works in the beginning maybe it will be motivating down the road.  Sorry to hear you are struggling - I am too.  Slowly but surely.  Ü

Oh my yes

Oh my yes, I know that feeling.  If you tell me I have to do something I'll immediately go in the opposite direction, especially if I've been thinking about doing it and you get to me first.    Childish I know but oh so human!

 

Hugs




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