Nothing like guilt to...
get ya moving and get your butt in gear. Hubby is my best friend in the world. We had a heart to heart last night and he told me he is worried about losing me. I weigh way too much ( my words, not his) and I have the diabetes issues. He is worried that if I don't get more serious about losing weight and getting healthy, he is going to lose me. He said that I have to make my eating habits and working out more of a priority.
I understand what he is saying. I agree. I just feel stretched otut already time wise. I work part time, homeschool, clean, whatever, by the time the evening comes I just want to crash on the couch, watch reality tv for 2 hours and go to bed. I am trying to "do it all" and something has to give. It ends up being me. Not sure how to change it, but I am trying. I could always get up at 5 am to work out, but God that is early! I will need a nap by noon. Sometimes I wonder if I am just making excuses. I think it is easier to be fat and complain about wanting to be skinny. It is easier to "cave in" and eat some crappy food than it is to walk away from it or eat carrots. Gotta change that mental outlook though.
I hope you all are well. Brelee, you go girl. You are looking great and so near your goal. You have been a true inspiration to me and I am sure to so many others. I hope to catch a pinch of whatever motivated you to change your life for the better! 