HOLY CRAP! AM I THAT FAT?

Ok, so we had a meeting with work today. For those of you who don't know, I work from home part time. I teach English to students in Korea. Love it!

Anyway, they took some pictures and just emailed them out. Now hear me out, I know I am fat. I weight 231 pounds for God's sake. However, to see pictures of myself, I almost want to cry. I honestly am in the dumps about it right now. I just dont' see a light at the end of the tunnel. I talk about looking at little pictures instead of the big one so that I don't get overwhelmed,but I don't. I have an incredibly hard time doing so. In all honesty, I did not recognize myself in the pictures I saw. What has happened to me?

Hopefully, I can pull myself together and make some changes.

Girl

you are taking all the right steps to make yourself thinner and healthier. You will get there. The beginning is the hardest part...you know that. You have lost 9 pounds, let me repeat 9POUNDS! That is alot of weight...it really is. But baby steps is how we get there. I have faith in you!

Puh-lease

I know exactly how you feel. We went to Mexico and laid like broccoli and swam and snorkeled and went to the Mayan's and yada, yada, yada.

I get home and get all my pictures developed and BAM!!! POW!!!!

Who the hell is the fat chick standing next to my beautiful hubby? You guessed it...ME!!

I am so over it.....

taebo.diva

:)

Sorry to hear that you are feeling so down.  I know how you feel though - we just don't see ourselves at the size we are and when we see pictures or catch a full-lenght view in the mirror we are horrified.  Hang in there.

Interesting job you do.  How wonderful!

Happy Easter Week-end and it's suppose to be gorgeous in Texas today.  LOL!