Skinny Girl in a fat girl's body

My journey to discover the Skinny girl in a fat girl's body.

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  • Name: Hotmomma
  • City: Glen Burnie
  • State: MD
  • Country: US

My Weight Loss

Height:
Start weight: 240.00lb
Current weight: 231.00lb
Goal weight: 125.00lb
Lost to date: 9.00lb
Remaining: 106.00lb

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My roller coaster ride...

I have been a bit emotional today. I seem to be all over the place. I am sad and crying one moment and happy the next. My poor hubby.

I think most of it is related to being prediabetic and dealing emotionally with that. The hardest part is eating. Especially when we have dinner. I know eventually I will be able to modify our meals more but for now, I have to be very strict about what I eat. My family had chicken poppers, rice, gravy and a veggie tonight. I had fish. Don't get me wrong, I like fish and I am trying to be positive,but it is hard. they had pizza the other night, I had salad.

I know it is for my own good and so I can be healthy, but I am feeling mad and sad at times right now. Good news is since I started eating like my doc told me to do, I have lost 3 pounds in a week. there is my silver lining.

 

I am reading up on diabetes and learning as much as I can. I want to be positive and make good changes in my life. Sometimes though our emotions don't match our brains and what we know is right.

Hope everyone is well!

Comments to this post:

Hugs

Congrats on your wt loss this week, but hugs and prayers to the journey through pre-diabetes.

Since it is still "pre" - does that mean with diet and exercise, losing weight, etc. that you will be "ok" and stop the medicines?

3 pounds?

Well rock on sister! (lol)

I know how you feel. My family eats all the "ggod" stuff and I am left eatting a salad. Or we go out to eat and they order appitizers...I sit and sip my water :(

I hope your emotions stop driving you crazy!




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