It's Offical! I am falling apart!
So I went for a follow up visit after having some tests done at the Endocrinologist ( my doc suggested I go, thought something was wrong with my thyroid). The good news is that my thyroid is fine. HOWEVER, the rest of me is falling apart.
1. I am prediabetic. I have to go and have the 2 hour glucose test done next week to have some more testing done about that.
2. I have abnormally high liver function test. So I have to go and have a sonogram of my liver next week. Most likely it is caused by having a fatty liver. Guess I never concidered that my liver could be fat too. 
3. My diastolic blood pressure is a bit high (90) so could be a sign of becoming hypertensive.
4. My testosterone levels are a little elevated. So now I am just waiting for my beard to start growing.
5. finally, I have elevated cholesterol.
Well, there it is, me in a nut shell. I am really feeling in the dumps right about now. Trying not to, but I am. I have known I needed to make some changes, but hearing all of this has me depressed. Of course, when I am depressed, what do I want to do???? EAt. I am trying this instead. Writing how I am feeling and hoping it helps.
I guess what is bothering me the most is that I let myself get this way. These are all issues that would not have happened if I were not fat. I am trying to use it as motivation, and not a depressor.
Thanks to anyone who read this and let me vent. I think it helped.