I may get back up again, but I'm slow in doing so
Well, I made it through the Thanksgiving holiday. I decided that I was going to take one day that I didn't dwell on every piece of food I placed in my mouth. Did I overeat? Probably. Do I care? Not really.
I've come far. Very far from where I was a year ago and I would be kidding myself if I said that I was only going to make good choices for the rest of my life. Nobody does that. There are days that you just decide to through it all out the window and just do whatever. That's what I did on Thanksgiving, and I'm totally fine with that.
I'm healing a lot slower than I thought I was going to. I based all of my expectations on my gall bladder surgery and wasn't prepared for the toll this surgery was going to take on my body. It has been almost 3 weeks and I still cannot wear jeans comfortably. The don't fit right and the waist sits in the exact location of my incision. I hate that!
I'm supposed to go back to work on Monday. Strike that. I AM going back to work on Monday. As soon as I am healed a little more I am going to have to take on a second job as well. The surgeries have left me in quite the financial bind and I need to get it taken care of ASAP.
Hopefully soon I will be well enough that I can start exercising. My intentions are always good in the exercise plan-it is the follow through of this plan that I'm not so good at. I hate exercise, but I KNOW that in order to see better changes in my body I have to do more than just limit calories. Time for me to move to the next step and get myself in shape. Health is more than just the number on the scale.