trying again
Well, this isn't one of my happiest moments. I had to admit to myself that I have slipped, and have to get back on the band wagon. I had worksed so hard last summer and last 43 lbs, just to let most of them creep back on this summer. I kept telling myself that I would start back on my diet "next week". And every week, another lb would creep back on. This is the hardest thing I have ever done in my life and I SWEAR I'm going to beat this awful extra weight that I have. It makes me miserable and I don't want to live this way. So even though I am now only 15 lbs from my heaviest weight ever, I have vowed to start over, this time to finish. This site helps me to let it out, so bear with me while I struggle through the toughest thing I've ever attempted! Get my old figure back!