Summa Summa Summa Time!!
Hello all! Or all that still read.. I am a bad EP'er for the last few months, I'm so sorry because I love and miss you all! You all have been so instrumental in my weightloss and healthy way of life, you have given so much inspiration and support to me I could never leave here. I miss hearing from you girls and just catching up. Since I am OFFICIALLY done with school this semester I can focus much more of my time of weight loss, eating healthy, which also means more time HERE! :)
This past semester has been so crazy I don't even know how I survived, but I did!! I had many great accomplishments and have grown so very much. I have matured, I've gained a whole new aspect of life. I've gained tons of friends and sisters and outlooks on life. I have gained a new prospective on my body and my health. I've gained self confidence and happiness I never knew I could. I can only pray for even more growth this summer and the next semester to follow.
A great thought I keep having is: This time next year I will be GRADUATING college!!! Lord willing, of course. That's great and amazing but scary...I know I'll do fine in the "real world" but it's still crazy to think I'll be there forever in a year,lol.
I'm praying to be able to take a class or two in summer school this summer. I'll have to call and check on that Monday. Pray for me please!
Today I went shopping...I've been itching to go. And I can say I am comfortably in a large size shirts in most shirts. EVEN button up shirts. That's a HUGE thing to me. I'm also comfortably in a size 12 jeans. So all the while I think I'm gaining weight, I'm not. That's reassuring but that doesn't discount the fact I need to be exercising and getting in all my water and fruits and veggies. Last week was bad because I was PMS'ing and didn't even know it. My period wasn't due this week but it came :( Ugh. Don't you hate when that happens?! Well, it should be gone soon!
Yesterday I got my hair done. It was SO overdue! I got it trimmed, added some layers and bangs. It's super cute. I'll put a picture up soon :)
So the ex is calling and texting and persuing me SO hard!! He's saying how he's realized all his mistakes, how he's matured and how he realizes how great I was and he just wants to make it right. He'll do anything to prove to me how he's changed. He graduated the police academy so now he works for the county. He said he's getting his life together and I'm the missing piece. Just going on and on about how he wants to be with me, how he misses and loves me. It's flattering and my love for him runs so deep. We were a good match, he just couldn't prioritize. And now that I'm dating, I see that all guys are like that! Well most of the ones I end up talking to. I know I'd seem dumb to give him another chance and it probably isnt' smart and all my friends and family wouldn't approve, but I can't lie and say the thought doesn't cross my mind :X *sigh*
This weekend is going to be busy, I have 5 sorority sisters graduating and they are all having parties afteward. Then a friend of mine is having a bday at a club so I will be partying kind or hard this weekend. Monday my eating and exercising plan goes in to work. I will commit to it and committ to blogging so I can be accountable. Have a good weekend all!
This post is super long, I'm going to end it now.