05/11/2011 17:32
Now I'm Different
I used to be that way.
I have so many "I used to bes." I've been maintaining for so long that I have to take inventory of this. Now I have to figure out the I used tos I need to purge that will carry me into this next phase.
I think the biggest one is that I used to think that where I am is good enough. That was then, this is now. I've already proved that I can maintain for a long period of time, something I thought would never happen. I already purged the "I used to lose weight and then gain it back, plus some." So I need new things to make different.
The first one I have to purge is, "I start to lose the rest of the weight I want to lose, but then life happens and I lose focus." But now I'm different.