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Remaining: |
1st 0.00lb |
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as you can imagine im quite busy now i have a newborn as well as a toddler...
just wanted to day i havnt been doing so well... but i havnt gained either. so ill do better now. i promise.
virtual kick up the ass needed. x
well its the 1st of september and here i am... its a new dawn its a new day and all that...
so the little baby girl is now the grand old age of 18 days ! and harry-j is somewhere around the 21 month mark.... and im here trying to lose the weight from both !!
after i had harry i joined EP at around 16 stone.... (224lbs) and managed to get down to 14stone 7lbs (203lbs) and then i couldnt figure out why my diet was going so great and i just wasnt losing any weight.
thats when we found out about the bubba girl! well shes here now and this morning my scale read 15 stone 7 lbs (217lbs)....
i cant believe i weigh so much. im back to the same problems and emotions i was experiencing after harry was born. i cant get dressed, i dont want to go out... all that rubbishness that would make any man cringe..... jon just doesnt get it..... he hates it when women on the telly moan about themselves, like on those chat shows in the morning... 'i hate myself, i dont want to leave the house' he just says that its their problem and if they wanna be slim then they should just go on a diet !
so here i am................
breakfast:-
tea with milk
apple
hello... im back ! did ya miss me ??????
well i did miss you lot... believe it or not. but ya know what. theres summit bout being incredibly fat that really out me off posting on here.
i know youve been waiting... so here is the announcement !
ELLA-MAY IVY MOORE
14th AUGUST 2008 22:12
7lb 9oz and a teensy tiny 49 cms long
and look at all that hair !
and im even more happy to say i lost a stone that day... lol
well. shes a week old now. and here i am. profile has a fresh new look and im back to get my fresh new look too !!
so ladies. however breif my posts... im here for you and hoping your here for me too.
ill be back soon to update you on my progress. x
what a morning...
dog decided she needing an extra early mornin poo... much earlier than shed usually go out so it was unavoidable !
so i cleaned it up n locked her in the kitchen for bein bad...
then she did another poo n ate it as she was obviously scared coz she'd been naughty... must have a bad belly... well... she HAS a bad belly... youll notice that in a minute...
then she jumped on my bed n threw up her shitty sick all over my white duvet... which then soaked thru to the matress...
the whole lot is now in the bin. thankgod i have a spare which is in better condition than the one thats been thrown away... id have been well annoyed if it was the uva one.
anyway !!
while im cleanin all this up
she then is sick in her basket
on the blankets
so i take the washin out the tumble dryer n put it on the airer
take the stuff out the washin machine n put it in the tumble dryer
put the blankets in the washin machine with a few things that got in her way on the bed
THEN my poorly dog decided to be sick in her now empty basket
which has holes in the base for 'air' i spose
so then i bleach the basket... lift it up and have to bleach under neath where its all seaped thru the holes.
then shes sick on the floor..................
jons finished work early as they have a jcb in the 'church' today and its filling the place with diesel fumes from the exhaust.... so he is currently over the field with the poorly dog hoping shes gettin it all out of her system...
so now its nearly lunchtime and i have spent all my time cleanin... i did run myself a bath hours ago... im about to put harry in it. so that he'l HOPEFULLY sleep so i can get ready, tidy up slightly and go to lakeside...
thats the plan anyway...
what a week...
cant wait til its over !!
in 5 weeks and 5 days APPROX i will lose more weight in one day than i ever have... well since i had harry that is.
tomorrow me and my friend are goin to veiw the tour of the new hospital that i hope to give birth in. id like a water birth so im hoping to use the questions sections of the tour to get all the info i need.
harryjs walking now... well wobbling. but its very cute !!
my mumma took some piccies of me in all my pregnant glory... so here they are...
thanks alot julesr... you did a great job !! couldnt have done it without ya... well not strictly true... but they wudnt have been so great without ya ! x
anyways ladies. i hope your ok... losin weight n keeping well.
ill be back soon i promise.
give it 3 months n ill be bak bloggin my weight loss effort again !!
love ya all
s
xx
hello ladies
every time i manage to write a post it seems to start the same way.
forgive me for being so absent. maybe its the weather that keeps me away. maybe its the fact i have so many things going on. maybe im lazy. maybe im just busy. maybe im just pregnant and knackered all the bleedin time !
maybe one day ill become decisive enough to answer a question once.
ive been nice n busy lately. had a few photoshoots and been going out with the girls and babies. which is nice. even if its a struggle to get out in the first place. it does feel better than being stuck at home day in day out.
had an arguement with jon... men r shit. im worth 10 of him, but i love bargain
but that was like a week n abit ago now. n he's been ok since. but ive got my eye on him. i wont disclose details but lets just say 'big brother is watchin you'
genius
ive decided to go Karaoke with the girlie on my birthday. coz obviously i wont be drinkin... but we decided thatll be fun instead.
i know, ive been rubbish lately havnt i?
im sorry, but i am just so tired that my brain is dead.... and as theres little 'weight loss' going on i just dont know what to write.
we have been busy the past few weeks. i took harry for a picnic with 2 of my close girlie mates and their bubbas.
and jon was off work last week so we had a family day out at the Museum of Childhood in Bethnal Green. and took a little walk down Brick Lane. bumoed into miss Lily Allen in a sports shop!!
the weather was really nice while jon was off work, so we went to the park alot. harry loved spending the time with his daddy too.
so yeh... we've been busy!
i have been referring to my weight gain chart and i am happy to report i am 2lbs under the recomended gain. so that ok... coz i was over weight to start with so staying the same for a few weeks is good news!
heres a few pics from last weekend. x
hope your all doing great... x
hello ladies and gents
my internets been down but now im back and you'll be happy to know i am far more positive than i was before.
nathans funeral has been and gone and everyone is gettin on with things now... obviously he is still in our thoughts but its easier now... although his birthday is 25th of this month so im sure there may be some heart ache around then.
baby update anyone...???
Our baby has reached the magical mark of 28 weeks. The proportion of head to body is correct and if she were to be born now, she would be completely developed except for the extra fat that keeps her warm outside of the womb. That does not mean that all of her organs are working that well. It is also not very pleasant for her to have to trade in her warm nest for that scary incubator. she is still really small and vulnerable: she's just over a foot long (35 centimeters) and he weighs approximately 2 pounds (900 grams). For this reason, it's better if she stays snug where she is for now so that she can grow further.
oh and ive been keeping track of my weights gain on that chart i mentioned all that time ago... and im doing good. so that helps keep me positive. BUT... you will definatly have me on ere after the birth blogging like mad and losing all the xtra weight !!
i hope your all good... im sure i have more to tell you all but my mind is a blank.
x
yet another little something to listen to while you read todays post.
i could put you thru another sad song. but im trying my hardest not too!! so this is one that reminds me of harry. x
im not gonna go to watch nathans funeral precession. its a long way for me to go on a bus with harry. so maybe we'll go and lay flowers at his grave after. im certainly not going to the place he took his life, where his family are directing us.
my harry is getting such a big boy now. he is 1 year, 4 months, 4 weeks and 2 days old... hehe. wow!
he's so lovely. he has just starting saying mum... not alot but he does say it which is cute. and hes climbing up on everything too! he'll be walking in no time at all.
were gonna book our 4d scan this week, hopefully for the 14th june. around then.
this is our 4d pic of harry at 32 weeks gestation. im hoping the next one will be good too.
i am 25 weeks and 2 days pregnant today. heres some facts!!
My baby is almost completely formed. She is now between 1.25 and 1.5 pounds and is about a foot long.
The structures of your her spine are beginning to form while the blood vessels of the lungs develop as well. Also, her nostrils are beginning to open. She now has fully formed fingerprints and her bones are continuing to harden. If she was delivered now she would have a chance of surviving with some of the greatest advances in medicine, however as a premature baby she would be in the incubator for few months. Her tastebuds are forming. She may be developing a weakness for sweets.
were also looking for somewhere else to live... i dont think we'lll manage it, but its worth a look right?
so my plans for today are... go out for a little walk with harry and the doggie wog. come home, tidy up and sort out my stuff for college tonight.
sorry my blogs been so depressing lately. its somewhere to vent your emotions tho isn't it. its just unfortunate for all you lot! putting up with my rubbish. hehe... x
hope your all well
love ya's for putting up with me...
xXx
something to listen to while you read my post.
im quite sad today. i found out that nathan wasnt the only one to have commited suicide this month. another boy who i used to hang about with took his life in the same way at the beginning of the month. scott brown. he was 18. he also left behind his whole family and a beautiful girlfriend.
what is happening to the world? im sure you've heard of all the hangings going on in Bridge End, Wales. i just dont get it. what could possibly be so bad that these young people chose death. they were running from something... yet still we have no answers. and although they were running from their pain. they have left it to us.
i remember nathan especially. he was older than me. but he was everywhere me n my friends were. we lived 1 road apart. he used to say to us, 'if youve got any problems, you come to me'. so why didnt he come to us? i mean not me... but anyone!
thats nathan and jamie leigh... less that 4 weeks ago. in venice. x
im not part of that circle any more, i moved away. and if this is how things are turning out, then im glad ive moved out of that madness.
ive had my low points in my life, might even have shared some of their dangerous thoughts. but i could never hurt anyone like they have... my boyfriend doesnt understand thst im upset bout nathan dying, coz i havnt seen him in ages. but just coz the last time i saw him was nearly a year ago... i never imagined not seeing him again.
my heart goes out to jamie leigh... his girlfriend who is broken. i spoke to her today and theres just nothing to say to comfort her. im not him. thats who she needs right now.
theres been far too much death around lately. people being taken far too soon.
so please. look after your family and friends. and PLEASE PLEASE talk to each other. listen to each other.
jamie leigh made this. take a look
http://s186.photobucket.com/albums/x26/harryjsmummy/?action=view¤t=37461745146_46687.flv
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