My boyfriend helped me..

I've started trying again. again.. again...

I did pretty well today.  I wanted a quesidilla but i didn't really want it because I'm sure I could find something else that was healthier. So I told my dad that I wanted the quesadilla but I didn't really want it.  So he suggested we go to starbucks first.  If I still wanted food afterwards, then he would get it for me.

I got a short coffee and a salad.  We stayed and talked and by the time we were done, I was over the quesadilla.  Even though I didn't immediately get over it, it took at least 30 minutes or more.

Then I went home and ate a few chips.  I shouldn't have because my boyfriend already cooked.  I was waiting for him to eat with me, and I rationalized the chips as a "tie me over" snack.  Even though it was a bad choice, i made really go choices throughout the day.

Later, I went back to the chip bag and got three times as much to snack on.  My boyfriend came into my room and I tried to hide the chips.  I would have hid them but then I stopped and said, I really shouldn't be eating these chips and my boyfriend says that he will support me.  So I just pulled them out from my hiding place and asked him to take them away.  He was dissapointed but took them away, thus saving me from bad food.  Yeah! Boyfriend!

I woke up at 6:00 am this morning and I hope to do it again tomorrow. We'll see.