How and Why Pt.1
In January of 2006 I had a problem. I was thin, pretty, smart, sweet and talented and had healthy dose of self esteem.
My boyfriend (who I was madly in love with) had just moved in, my 2 and 5 year old were doing great, I had a flexible job, my nanny was doing a fantastic job... and I could not get out of bed.

Every day I would lay there and will myself to get up. It felt like I had a 300 pound man sitting on me. I couldn't do it. This had never happened to me before. I wanted to get up. I wanted to do a million things. I just COULDN'T. I wanted to sleep or lay there. I had absolutely NO energy.
I went to my Dr. and he seemed to think I was depressed. I didn't really think I was, but HE was the Dr., so I took the Prozac he prescribbed. He said it would raise my energy level. And it DID!! Yay, I could finally get out of bed. I felt great.
Around 3 weeks later I started having every known side effect. I told the Dr. and he seemed to think the side effects would go away. By this time it was almost March. A few weeks later my rage level (a side effect) was so bad that I threw a telephone through my bedroom window. Not my proudest moment. The prozac pill I took that morning was my very last.

