I bet you though you'd never see me again!!
Well here I am nearly 8 months since my last post. My life went on a downward spiral and honestly it has taken me this long to get a handle on life again. I'm sad to report that I am all the way back up to 220 lbs. What happened to the girl who said she'd never see the 200's again? Oh well, at this point I can't dwell on the past the only thing I can worry about is the here and now.
Yesterday after making the firm decision that my eating habits HAD to change I dusted off the scale and braced myself for the number I knew would appear. I've learned that you have to accept the facts in order to be able to move on. Sure I could have avoided the scales for a few weeks but then I would have just been lying to myself about the situation.
Nearly a year ago I was sitting pretty at around 180 lbs and I was miserable because the scales wouldn't budge. The sad thing is, I was really happy at 180. I felt confident and pretty and skinny!! My goal this time is not to be in the 150's but back at 180.
I look forward to reading your blogs and giving you the support that you all have given me for a long time!! I missed you guys!!