10/28/2007 22:42
Meh
I/ve become very good at convincing myself that tomorrow is a new day, and
that if I screw up today, I might as well go for broke and eat as much as I
can because I am starting over tomorrow.
Where the hell did that come from? When did I decide that it was OK to slack
off at all, much less, for meals, days, or weeks at a time? Who the hell am
I?
Im sick or starting over. Im sick of restarting. Im sick of being ashamed
because I'm not the person I was a year ago.
I am back on the wagon. And for good.