Lost: Motivation - If found please return to greenfae
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Thats about it really. I don't know if its just totm or what but I have completely lost the will to do anything. House is a tip, diet is awful, I've not looked at jobs for ages and just BLAH.
Spend 2 hours yesterday tidying kitchen, then cooked meal. Kitchen looked like a bomb site. Tidied it again this morning and already its messy again, I dont understand it, I mean there are only the two of us here!!!
The mission to convert the spare room into a walk in wardrobe has gone badly wrong, resulting in rooms full of clothes and makeup and stuff with nowhere to put it and an empty room. Bf's work has really picked up, which is good as it makes him feel better and means more money, but I miss him. We talked about getting a house rabbit today, but are not sure how the cats would react. It was the first time I've felt perky and enthusiastic for over a week. I just feel so low and dont know why or how to change it.
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