Have you ever had one of those days....
...When you suddenly realise that you are really happy?
WARNING!!!! High level of slush involved!!!
I had one today, and I think its the first time its happened to me like this. My BF has his own company and as part of this he has to visit people at home. He had a job in Durham today. Now, Durham is such a beautiful place that I could not miss out so I went with him and went for a wander around the city while he was at work and then he picked me up after, I have to damit my wander round durham consisted mainly of the shops, but thats not the point. Well, I decided, after an hour of wandering to call into a coffee shop and get a drink and chill out with a magazine. I was really relaxed and feeling really good when suddenly it hit me...
I'm happy
I have a lovely house, 2 lovely cats, a decent car and most importantly a wonderful boyfriend. He's been so amazing the last couple of months when I've been really skint, really supportive when I've felt low, even starting this diet with me to keep me motivated. Bit big headed here but he seems to absolutely adore me, calling me his princess, nobody has ever made me feel so loved. I always thought that in a relationship there was always one person who loves the other most. That has always been the case with me, but I really do think we adore each other equally. This feeling is amazing, it was just wierd the way it dawned on me suddenly in the middle of costa coffee.
Its motivated me a bit too, because I've realised that my figure isnt making me miserable, but imagine how amazing I will feel when I'm thin!!!
Sorry, this has been a crap post to read, but I had to spill this
