Self Control Self Dicipline!!!

Beginning again. Cravings, Control, Goals.

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  • Name: ClaraLaraLand
  • City: Albany
  • Region: New York
  • Country: United States

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Height: 160.0cm
Start weight: 168.00lb
Current weight: 168.00lb
Goal weight: 130.00lb
Lost to date: 0.00lb
Remaining: 38.00lb

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Grrr

So eating wise I did great today . . . until night time hit, after I walk the dog and sit in front of the TV, I ruin a productive day by eating cheese, crackers and a glass of milk. Grrr, its like I just never learn. I feel very fat right now.

3:30AM

It is 3:30AM and I am awake. Why? Because I have sat in front of the Television all day, which for me, goes hand in hand with eating. This does not mean that I am hungry. This means that I have a really bad habit of being a bored eater. I LOVE to eat! The worse off it is for my body, the more likely I am to want it and eat it. Sometimes I eat it even if I don't even want to, like I have to just because that's what I usually do. The first thing I do when I wake up in the morning is think about food. The first thing I do when I lay down to sleep is to think about how I should stop eating the way I do. Throughout the day, if I am not kept busy by some outside source, like a job or plans with a friend, I will think about food all day. Not in a "I am planning a well balanced dinner to share with my family" kind of way but more in a "what can i put in my mouth next that will give me immediate gratification?" way.
 
I totally did not just mean to write all that, but it really feels good to get it out in front of me, hopefully someone is reading this. I have just joined because I want to try again at accomplishing my goal of losing about 30 lbs., being a healthier person, obtaining the body I want to be seen in and what most importantly comes with all that, self confidence. I was just surfing around on the web, looking up ideal weights and measurements for women in the 1950s and somehow came to this site. I was looking into the 1950s look because I really love the classic image of 1950s pinup girls. I think it is way more beautiful, feminine and healthier to look like the 1950s standard then today's super model ideals, plus, I just love the whole 1950s theme in general (very much into music scenes like Rockabilly and Psychobilly). Anyway I stumbled upon this site and I thought is seemed kind of neat. I have tried so many things to stay on top of changing my life habits and failed so why not give this a try?
 
Wish me luck! I wish you luck too and I would love to become friends with anyone who is looking for support and can give some in return because really, we all need it.

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