10/31/2006 13:08
down one pounds, down again
well i woke up to an unexpected 1lb weight loss, but the way im going id rather it would have been nothing, cause next week i could have hoped for a massive loose.
Im feeling rubbish today, i gotta stop eating so much on my lunch breaks, i only have about 350cals, but i try to have 500 up to dinner, then i can have a normal sized dinner (without going extreme) and about a 200 dessert.
so i tried some clothes on and looking at my horrible naked body with strech marks everywhere has brought me down, im not gonna binge eat, because thats what got me this way, but i just feel awfull and i feel like crap and i just hate myself right now :-(