half term blues
well today i lost another 4 lbs HORAY
yet i felt like rubbish,by unch time i was bloated, and suffereing from a late night, and getting up early. I just felt like hiding most the day. I managed to talk myself into going for a walk to post a letter for about 30 mins, and played with my camera for a bit which was nice. Especially as its warmer outside then it is inside.
i should have gone to town today to look for jobs though which im rubbish for not doing. But i deffinetly will drag my boyfriend into town tommorow to do.
im well pshyced about the weight loss, but full of doubt to why i have lost so much....so fast. I just hope it dont go back on, or worse of all i only loose this and i kind of slump for a bit. I deffinetly need to join a gym or do some sort of training. Maybe i could talk boyfriend into getting me trainers tommorow and then going up to the gym tommorow night for an induction.... then i could go up there on friday or thursday for a good workout session and keep myself smiling.
i wish working out was not so expensive,
i dunno i got so much i need to do i feel completly blown over by it all, and as my boyfriend is working i dont really get any other support then money from him at the moment. which is rubbish.
hopefully i can chat to him tonight and well sort it out....:s