half term..... half the weight?

well. i woke up to a bit of an odd suprise this monring, stood on the scales (just to have a sneaky looky ) and it looks like i have shifted 4-5 lbs.

Im in total shock.

I dont know how i have done it, if anything i have only exercised like 4 times the week gone, and i had 2-3 days where i was at home working hard on my art, but not working hard on working out :-s. Weird huh. Anyway the offical day of weight loss is tommorow, so it means i have to hold offf untill then to be able to log it, it may be a freak weigh in on the scales anyway.

I hope not though.

I did take off my jeans last night without undoing the belt of the flies, which was weird. Me and my boyfriend laughed alot.

Maybe fighting this flu has used up more energy then it should have done.

This week my plan is to increase my exercise. Today im doing nothing, im resting in the warmth, becaus ei still have a very sore throat which wont shift itself.So before i go out runnning in the cold wet weather over the next fe days im gonna try and get better first.

I ate like 1460 cals and then 1800 cals over the weekend, which was higher then i would have hoped for, but yesterday i had a roast with my family, and you can not tell your mum you dont want any roast potatoes because you wanna drop several million jean sizes.

i also decided on the way home last night that on my otherwebsite im on www.diettalk.com im gonna create a journal where i reflect on being bigge,r and when im smaller, i can look back at what made me unhappy, oir what i wont miss, and use that for motivation to stay thin for the rest of my life.Or at least till im at the stage of my life where i dont need to worry about that sort of rubbish anymore.

so feeling good today. Its weird i could have potentially lost 9lb in 3 weeks. thata a huge amount,it almost feels unhealthy. :-s

oh well, chin up :-)