Losing it and getting healthy

my story

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  • Name: goody7503
  • City: Barling
  • State: AR
  • Country: US

My Weight Loss

Height:
Start weight: 235.00lb
Current weight: 206.00lb
Goal weight: 135.00lb
Lost to date: 29.00lb
Remaining: 71.00lb

My Calendar

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WELL:(

Well so far I still have not lost to much more weight and not much time left to try and lose the weight I want to.  I am proud though to say that I have lost another 6lbs

 

All Hope Is Gone!

Well up and down and I just can't take it any more. I see the scale says I lost 32lbs but I see nothing myself. I have been eating all kinds of crazy too. I jusy feel like I am done and its to expensive and hard to keep trying to lose the weight I just am not getting the results I want fast enough.

TIRED

I feel as though I am fighting a losing battle here. I pay alot of money for my meds to try and lose weight. The pills are supposed to curb my appetite but I still feel hungry. I wonder if there is something else I can take. I tried all of the over the counter weight lose deals and it doesnt seem to do any thing either.  I cut back on my portions and I exercise my butt off. I used to hardly ever exercise and now I do. I lost one pound last week and I exercised more this past week than I have in the previous month but still not as much weight lose as the previous week. I am just so tired of no results. I am so tired of being fat and unhealthy. It scares me sometimes to see how big I have gotten and I feel so worn out all of the time. I just have no energy to do anything.

Special Occassions

It is so hard to stick to a diet when the holidayscome around. We went out for Mother's day and they go to an all you can eat buffet and it is very hard to stay away from temptations. So, I felt like today was another set back in my road to getting healthy and fit. To all you mothers Happy Mother's Day!

Down and out

Well I feel very discouraged.   I weighed in and I gained back 4 of the 7 lbs I lost last week. So so sad .  Well thats enough of the pitty party and so now I'm gonna pick myself up and get back on track. I really hope that this week is better. Wish me luck! 

Feeling Discouraged

I lost 7lbs in only 1 week which is really great I believe, but in losing those pounds I had no fried foods, chips, sugar, or any of my favorite things, and I excercised my butt off. Well this week we had a death in the family and I have had quite a bit of fried foods and very little exercise, so I feel as though I have fallen of track and am scared of what my weight will be tomorrow when I weigh in. I get discouraged easily and if I haven't lost any weight this week I might just fail alltogether. I dont have anyone who supports me really. Everyone says they are proud of me for losing weight but when I mess up on my goals, diet, and excercise they just tell me what I should have done and how I'm just giving up. I feel like I have no motivation and  I want to lose weight, but I have never been so big in my life. Growing up I was skinny and because of letting food become my comforter in times of depression and sadness I got bigger.  Now I feel like blah all the time.

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