ok so I have had a small slip in my goal. I gave into that stupid emotional eating thing again. Instead of working thru my stress and anxiety with exercise I reverted back to my old ways again. But I have an even bigger goal now well not so much a goal as a huge reason to lose weight something that I was worrying about and stressing over for awhile now. We are going to have a baby. No I am not pregnant yet but I will hopefully will be in June. We are doing IVF and I go for my consult on Friday Jan 22. I went once before but I had a change in jobs and had to cancel the whole cycle because of insurance issues. But it is back on now. But I need to lose some weight before April. So starting today which yes I admit I didn't do so well I am focusing on eating better and getting back to the gym. I know what I am going to eat for meals for the next few days I was thinking about taking advantage of the weight watchers free sign up to go for a week and try it again but it gets expensive I was thinking about just stopping there and picking up the points calculator and doing it at home. I may do this I don't know for sure. Or I may just keep track of my calorie intake I don't know I do know though that I am going to see what this site has to offer me without having to purchase a membership.  And I want to  be more active in my blogging.. Well I had better run I have tons of stuff to do before tomorrow. Well take care everyone and wish me well on my baby journey.