taking photos
When I was heavier... 20 kgs heavier, I hated having my photo taken. HATED IT!!! I know that anyone that has a blog here can relate. On saturday, we spent the day out at a local beach with my hubby's sister and her family. She always tries to get photos of me. I used to wonder if she was trying to torture me because of my weight and how much she knows I hate it.
ANYHOO.... On Saturday, we spent the day with them and I completely forgot to take my camera with. She however, didn't forget. And so when we had finished our lunch and we were lazing around in the sun, out came the camera. And she started taking snappies of me. And I smiled and I let her. And when I saw the pictures after... Wow, I am a different person. I actually liked them.
I'm just waiting for her to email them to me and then I'll load a few up here. Even though I'm not "thin", I love feeling thinNER. :) It's the first time in a long time that I felt pretty....
And now I am a little frustrated. I have weight watchers today at 12. And I just discovered that we have NO MONEY in the bank! I can't go. It's only $17, but I don't have a cent. I'm so frustrated. Hubby gets paid on Thursday and we should have some money being paid into our SA account tonight. But tonight is so late. I don't want to miss my 1st weigh in. I was so looking forward to seeing how much I weigh today. I have to go to Jenny Craig tonight though. Ai.... Praying for a miracle so I can go to weigh-in in 3 hours time......

