Wanting to feel better.
Hey everyone. So I went to the doctor today for a check up. My barium swallow was normal and my blood test was normal. This is sooo frustrating!! I'm almost 100% sure that it's my gall bladder. I'm schedualed for an ultrasound for August 18th. I just with I could have done the ultrasound first. My mom, grandma, and all my aunts have had their gall bladders removed. I looked on a couple of medical sites and all my symptoms match something wrong with my gall bladder. It's just that every single time I finally get in to get an ultrasound, I start to feel better. Then like a year later I start getting sick. I'm so over being sick all the time. It's not all in my head...I'm feeling real pain, real nausea, and real annoyance! I just want to be totaly healthy so I can go back to work and start being independent again. I'm so tired all the time like I have no strength left. The couple of hours a day when I feel good are devoted to exercising as much as I possibly can. My eating is fine because I don't want to eat. Every single bite that I eat hurts now. The only way that food stays down is by taking gravol all the time. And that makes me feel all woozy and tired. I hate putting all the financial burden on my boyfriend...he shouldn't have to pay for everything.
Anyway enough of my rant. I know that it'll all work out and be ok. It's just being in the middle of it thats stressfull. I hope that you're all doing well..Talk to you all later!