I haven't posted here in a while...the absence isn't intentional, I just have not wated to do anything on the computer lately...

 

I'm not having a very good week. It started out alright, my weight was down a little on Monday morning when I got on the scale. But as the week has progressed I feel like I'm falling farther and farther down this little black hole. I can't pin-point the mood change to any one thing either, which is driving me crazy. I have completly blown the weight watchers plan for this week...already out of extra points for the week and out of points for the day today, which is a bum deal because my husband is taking me out tonight. I didn't exercise yesterday, as it was my day off, but I haven't done anything today either. I'm in this funk for some reason and I am having a terrible time pulling myself out of it.

 

Maybe it is all related to not getting the financial aid I need to finish school? I don't know. The situation was/is extremely frustrating, but I didn't think it had stressed me out. I've been upset about it a couple days over the last week and a half, but it didn't seem major. Perhaps its bothering me more than I care to let myself know?

 

I need to just start journaling faithfully every single day so that I don't have anything left in there to worry about...that would be a good goal for next week...