Lesbians, eating too much in the Kdub and Interviews
Man...I ate so much this weekend that I'm totally NOT weighing in this week. I'm afraid to. I was at my parents and it was so hard to resist homemade pie, ice cream, stuffed pork ribs, potatoes, and the list goes on. I just didn't care. I wanted cheese. I wanted cookies. I wanted chips. It was a weekend full of want. And what Karen wanted, Karen had. And you know what? I don't feel THAT guilty, because I know i'm back on track and I'll get back to eating right this week. The lesbian wedding was completely anti-climactic. it was outdoors and they were an hour late showing up and we were completely frozen. It was almost TOO casual...no procession, no music...it was just odd. The reception was boring too. NO DINNER so my friend Janet and I were starving and had to run to Tim Horton's for a chicken wrap and then we still had to snack sushi and smoked salmon afterwards that were served at the reception. Oh, and it was just as cold inside as outside. So we ditched early. Partied at another friends which was a blast, but I spent 25 dollars on a cab ride home. Uncool. I didn't realize I was so far away from my parents place. Ugh. Interview was today. I felt like a fool. I was so nervous, I wasn't being myself..and I HATE that. I don't think i said what I wanted too, and it freaked me out that my friend Jay was in the interview and asking me questions none the less. I just felt awkward. UGGGGGGGGH! I'm so frustrated with myself cause I want this job sooooo bad. I'm praying it wasn't as bad as I thought it was...but somehow my every thought keeps moving back to "what I SHOULD'VE said". *sigh* That's all I've got. Oh, but I did look fabulous in the black dress for the wedding...and I bought an interview outfit in under 15 minutes. I don't think that's happened EVER--other than the time I bought the two dresses for the wedding. Losing weight has it's advantages.