8

Lost 2 lbs thank god

7

Stayed the same at weigh in yesterday, I'm ok with that.

Not eaten choc in 2 days. Going to see if I can cut it out completely for a while. Already eating fruit with lunch instead of choc so we'll see how long I can keep it up.

Determined for a loss, even a tiny one this week. Also trying to eat Dinner at lunch and a light lunch for dinner as I get home late and sit around a lot before bed so a big meals not gonna be helping me.

6

Weigh in tomorrow night and I can guarentee I've not lost a bloody thing. If anything its a gain and I've not even been that bad. I dunno. And its TOTM so thats just making it worse. Gotta stop eating choc. Got to. Got to.

5

The past couple of days have been pretty average. I'm still eating like..a point or two more than I should be. Urgh, I dont know. Going on a nice long walk with my flate mate this afternoon up and downa  massive hill in the next town, we're gonna try and make it a sunday  thing which would be cool! Kinda looking forward seeing how steep it is or isnt haha!

Oh and this  whole waist to hips ratio thing thats going around about kelly brook and stuff, turns out when my mum was slim when she met my dad, she had a 0.7 ratio! The perfect one! I think thats very cool, but everyone I've told just thinks I'm crazy stupid lol. Meh.

4

So I gained 1.5lbs but it wasn't unexpected. I want to really do well this week. I'm doing wendy and so i've had my superhigh day today and I feel like i've eaten my body weight lol but whatever its all gonna work off this week. I'm keeping on taking the stairs and stuff and walking to and from the station so i hope it has some effect.

A girl in my ww class got goal this week so that was kinda inspiring! must keep these things in my head. xx

3

Self loathing is reaching a new level.

Binged on chilli last night and felt alwful all night and off work this morning. just had some pasta for lunch and i feel awful again. i dont know why i cant stop eating. got weigh in tonight, disater :(

2

Today I walked up the 7 flights of stairs to my office. Thats over 140 steps. I felt dizzy after one floor (20 stairs) but I just went for it. Gonna try and do it everyday. It's toning, if anything.

Went to cybercandy to buy some american Tootsie pops  lollypops which are one WW point per lolly. They are god for my sweet tooth and last longer than me just eating a WW choc cake or whatever. But I caved in and bought a coffee crip bar (5pts!) and had that. So I'm over my points.

I had a cheese salad bowl thing for lunch but that was like 6 pts so I think I had too much at lunch., Got huge tins of chunky veg soup for 2pts so i'll have one of those for lunch tomorrow. Can only imagine its a gain on weds but oh well.

Also been writing down the times of when I have been going to the loo at work. Going to keep more of a log and take it to the doctors. If I get to August and I'm still peeing once an hour then I dont know what i'll do, its crazy and ruining my life! I want to drink my 2 or more litres of water a day but even when I dont its just out of control. Grr. Sorry for the TMI but its just such a bain on my life!

Must must MUST be better tomorrow. Going to cook my sweet potatoes for dinner tomorrow. 2pts yoghurts for breakfast tomorrow, 2 pts soup, 1.5 crisps and a 1pt lemon cake for lunch and then I can have my potatoe dinner for about ...7 pts. then I can have a desert too and a lolly on the way home and so yeah i should be a little below my points but i've been soooooo over them this week. or maybe ill make some chilli tomorrow actually. spicy food before weigh in. it works for my flatmate! gah

update 1

Just found this, recommended on bang. Just nice to have something thats not LJ to blog on, cos I hate rabbiting on about my weight.

Weightwatchers weigh in on Weds and again, not been tracking very well. Just got to keep my points lower than my 24 for the next few days and actually walk to and from work this week and maybe I can stay the same. REALLY need to get back into this all though.; Urgh why do I keep saying this and not actually put it into action? I can can can do it and i will