Struggling with Tony Ferguson

Dear Beloved Never Ending Weight Loss Journal...

Hrrrmmm not sure if that's a very positive outlook on my weightloss? It just feels like I've been dieting and struggling with my weight forever. If only all these weight loss schemes would work! Two weeks ago I started the Tony Ferguson Diet, but I must admit, that I haven't been entirely following the diet. Pretty much on the weekends I eat what I want and so far my weight loss is just under 2kg. Not much.... I feel really disheartened.

All these shakes are getting boring and disgusting. I want to eat real food. I wish I could loose weight more enjoyably! It's so unfair! I am so down about not being able to enjoy food. Food is my friend. So many people when dieting think food is the enemy. But he's not. You just need to know what to eat and not what to eat and ofcourse portion sizes! I hate portion sizes! I have this problem where I don't know when I'm full, so I keep on eating. It's so hard to diet when all you want to do is eat more... Dinner is especially hard. I am also starting to find the morning's are hard too. It's nearly 11am and I am absolutely ravenous for my lunch!

I wish I had the money to go onto Jenny Craig.... their food looks yummy...