wow
its 5:30 in the morning and I did not even go to sleep!! yesterday was just a bad and creepy day and today is not much better. its so weird seeing my dad as he is going to work, he was telling me how i should be asleep and blah blah blah and its like i am an adult!!! duh its a stupid decision to stay up all night (and eat way to much sugar) but i couldnt sleep!! really i could be doing worse things like doing drugs! why doesnt he appreciate the fact that I am responsible and not in rehab or something. i am sorry to vent, this blog has nothing to do with weightloss, but right now I feel trapped and I just need to get away. I think I should move out but of course there is the whole $$ dilemma. idk..... sorry to vent, i guess these past few days i have been in a funk. I am still thinking about joining WW, maybe i will go talk to them tomorrow err i mean today..Thank you , thank you, for all the support I get on ep, from my blogger friends, your comments and your posts are so encouraging! we can do it! one step at a time.

