Blue Sunday

Hello.  This feels like a dreary day.  I am so tired and hot.  I don't feel like getting up to do a thing.  Well, I did get up to eat (too much infact).  But as for working out and stuff, not really.  I didn't even get up to go to church this morning. Shame on me, and I only have every other sunday off.  I plan of going to church tonight at 6:30 but I was trying to find a way to go walking before i gobut it is so hot outside and i would usually go around 6:00.  I guess I could do turbo jam and call it a day.  I can't use the heat as an excuse not to exercise.  I am going workout in a few minutes after I browse so message boards and log meals.

I did what I said I would!

Ok.  The other day I said I was going do some Turbo Jam and I did, so props to me.  I also worked out last night, i did walk away the pounds.  I love Leslie Sansone and all her videos.  I have all of them, the Turbo Jam series, pilaties, Slim in 6, Yoga Booty Ballet ( well my sister has it now) and a gym membership.  Now I have to wonder: Why I am still fat.  The answer, I hardly use any of it. But I intend to get better.  Well, gotta go perm my hair.  Looks like rain, ugh. It has been raining all week.  Will it ever stop.

Bye for now!!

WHAT!

Ok.  I am confused.  All week I have tried to be on my best behavior and what happens, I gained weight.  How in the HE@@ did I gain weigh.  Ok, Ok, maybe I could have tried a little bit more but it is not easy as I'm sure you all know.  I like working out sometimes. Hey, I get winded  just trying to design my blog.  Good Lord.  And after coming from both my jobs and putting up with my boss (who is as crazy as the day is  long) I don't even want to thing about working out.  Ok let me stop tying and go do some Turbo Jam.  I post whether I did it or not, and yes I will be honest.

HOLLA !!

I'M TIRED!!

Well, this is my first blog that I have written ever, on this site. Hopefully it won't be the last.  You see I am not real good at this writing down emotions and keeping track of what I have eaten.  Which is probably why I am overweight.  I have always thought of the whole support system as a bunch of crap.  I always did everything major in my live on my own, and now I guess I am just tired of being alone, on my weight loss journey at least.  I have lost 79 pounds on my own before, but in the last 2 years, i have gained it back.  I looked in the mirror today and I actually figured out what I want to do as a career.  I want to be a dietician/ personal trainer.  Now I know that seems odd with me being obese myself but, i know i can help other people.  So I made a choice to lose the weight and follow the advice i woud give other people.  So i need to lose tyhe weigh before i could go back to school for that.  So all in all a good day.  It's always a good day when u figure out what you want to do with the rest of your life.