Day 11: Lost Post

Ok, so I had 1/2 a post and then I lost it.  Poo.

So I'll just write about something else, since I hate repitition.

I'm really hungry today, for some strange reason, even thought I had my turkey sausage for breakfast, along with 1/2 a cup of coffee with milk and splenda.  So I just ate my lunch- which was a cup of Chicken Saag left over from dinner last night...and let me tell you, it's my new FAVORITE dish.  I switched from chicken tikka masala, which Mr. Ex had introduced me to, which is ALSO made out of butter, cream, ghee (condensed butter) and a little tomato (I know, I've MADE it!), to Chicken Saag, which is spinach and yogart based and yuuuuummmm, it's just as good...if not BETTER.  So that was great, because I ate A TON of it for dinner last night.

But I digress.  Lunch was Chicken Saag and a light n' fit yogart, which is nothing to get excited about.  And I'm still hungry.  But lucky for me, my dad's coming in to LA tonight, and we're going out to dinner.  I think I'm gonna take him to this AMAZING Italian place I know of that's sooooo good.  And I'm gonna have pasta.  It's OK though.  I've worked out hard the last three days, and I feel good about it.  It's a planned decision.

So I'm scrambling to get all my work done before I leave (as you can tell...me being on EP and all...hahah), and am feeling slightly better than yesterday.  Strangely, I didn't sleep well last night, a mix of nervous energy and the loudness that is pre-rush partying on the campus where I'm subletting (all my housemates went out and got wasted...and then came home and were LOUD).

I think I'm nervous about leaving LA, and excited/scared for Senior year.  I don't know if you all remember *I* from last semester, but for thoes of you that don't/don't follow my blog, I'll recap.

He saw my picture on facebook and asked a mutual friend to hook us up for a big blind-date dance in the spring.  We went and had a good time.  We had dinner later, but things didn't really go anywhere (e.g. after dinner he didnt' call me, even thought he said he would!)

I got mono and left school.  Now here's where there's new news:

A few weeks after the semester ended, he facebook messaged me, apologizing for not calling and saying we should hang out in the fall. I was like, sure.  Then, he wrote on my facebook wall saying happy birthday, and when I didn't respond to that, he posed again later being like "looking good".  haha.  ego boost much?

So then I was like, thanks, and we messaged for a little while, and he kept being like "oh, you should have a lot of stories to tell me in the fall" and stuff like that, alluding to us hanging out.  And then he ended his final message being like "I've heard everyone's really good looking in LA so make yourself at home!" HAHAHAH!

HAHAH!

I know, right?  I was so tickled.

So needless to say, I'm really digging him, but unsure about how to proceed in the fall.  I mean, he's cute, was a total gentlman on our dates, but after not calling me I had sent him off to the land of lost men.  And I don't really feel like playing games and getting emotionally toyed with.  But on the other hand...it's been a LONG time since I've had a positive romantic encounter with someone.  A REALLY LONG TIME.

Also- I dont' want to seem to eager.  I mean...isn't it the case that guys like to chase?  But then again, he's seemed so painstakingly shy both times we went out... like I intimidate him or something.  I don't know.  I have a little over a week until  I'm back at school, so I'ma think about my next move and let you guys know

OK- lunch is over.  Back to the grind.  One last thing- thanks for all your encouragment yesterday.  I was feeling really blue, but you guys put a smile back on my face and a twinkle back in my eye.  Later!