Back Fat, EEEWWWWW
Okay I am back on the lifestyle change band wagon.!!! I promise to behave myself. I will be good, I will be dedicated. I am ashamed to admit how stinkin' vain I am but I had a 'lightbulb momment' as Oprah would call it.
I had Mr Hottie over the other night and I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror....and OMG!!! IT was back, it's grotesque, it's hideous, gruesome, gross and all those other Halloween words. I saw THE DREADED BACK FAT!! Oh, and the dreaded bellyflap was filling back out....
NOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooo I cann't let it happen. I won't. I am so stressed with school and so stinkin' poor (car problems again ) You know what? It's a sad fact but those on a limited food budget can not afford to eat as healthy as those who have a little more to spend. We are going to get through this and I will finish school and at a healthy weight.
Okay I'm off to work on my Team Project. I hate, hate, hate team projects. I am SO NOT a team player because you know I am one of those suckers that ends up doing all the work and carrying the dead weight through. I resent it and them but that perfectionist side of me refuses to try for less than an A. (hmmm might be why I'm so stressed) I will have this power point thing figured out soon!!!
It's not finished until we BOTH do it, and my half is done now!