BLAH!!
Sorry I haven't been on but I'm such a boring mess....that is all I can say to describe my life just Blah....boring....and everything stays the same no matter what. I'm steady gaining and retaining water and other bodily stuff...STRESS SUCKS, school stress, money stress, ex husband stress, it just all keeps adding up and what do I do? Run for the frige....yeah like that will help so now I have weight stress to add to everything else....BLAH...One stress I don't have is relationship stress because obviously I don't have what it takes to be in a relationship or to be worthy of one.... I'm online with Mr Hottie right now but he's so interested in the cardinals game he's obviously forgotten about me. Yep been on the instant messenger for about 15 minutes now and he has decided to stay home tonight....Neither of us has kids and neither of us has to work tomorrow...OWie!!! Yep Mr Hottie heard a couple weeks ago that I had a date scheduled and *poof* he just showed up again out of nowhere...then we picked back up again but I still went on the date ....well it was BLAH also, the guy wanted to sit around and drink all night...not my idea of a fun time.....So for now I'll take the Friends with Benefits arrangement with Mr Hottie but I think I'm going to just become a hermit.