OMG!
I posted 2 days in a row! HOLLY COW MOW ME OVER! =)
My word for the day:
Complacent
Meaning: Contented to a fault; self-satisfied and unconcerned
I will no longer be complacent!
I will no longer be self-satisfied. What got me this far? DRIVE and NO SATISFACTION!
1 mile not satisfied. 2 miles? Still not satisfied.
50lbs not satisfied! I let all these MEN, yes MEN, talk me into thinking i was hot stuff, that loosing anymore weight would be BAD, that it’s ok to have some MEAT on me because they like it that way.
WELL BOO HOO FOR THEM! I am NOT satisfied and therefore I can no longer be complacent about my workouts, what I eat, and how and when i do things that better me as a person.
Lazy, comfortable, complacent. = Weight gain, chunky butt, bigger pants, lower self esteem, and those who look to help me defeat my purpose win!
Which makes me
A LOOSER! Cant be pretty, healthy, sexy, and be a looser. CAN’T HAPPEN
Did I get up at 4am today? YUP and then right back to bed, did I get in 30 minutes of exercise today? YES I DID!
8 months to get in shape, strong, comfortable and confident, less then 2 months to loose it all.
14 lbs to go, 1.5 sizes to go and a whole lot of loose skin to tone up.
so i start yet again, from day 1. Except this time, I am single, happy to be and not ready to let those "takers" take my pride from me by telling me its ok if i am still chunky.
I have girls at work tell me they "admire" me and that my weight loss is "motivational" all while I am shoving a cinnamon roll into my mouth.
The other day, one said " I wish I could eat like that and look like you" and I thought, trust me, I dot look like I did 3 months ago, and it hit me.. What will three more months of that bring me?
CLOTHS SHOPPING IN THE FAT SECTION AGAIN! This is the smallest I have been since my teen years when I starved myself, I can not possibly go into fat cloths again. You think I am satisfied at this weight? Size? HECK NO!
Id rather be motivational eating the right way, loosing the weight and working hard so no one thinks its easy. WE ALL KNOW ITS NOT!
So I am now NON COMPLACENT! =) . won’t YOU ALL JOIN ME?
Come on now! Be a rebel!
Thank you for your comments. Getting pissed off at men seemed to motivate me today, but yur comments made me giggle, smile, and remember that I need to be a role model for those starting out, my kids, and even myself.
THANKYOU!
