I am a bad blogger

Sorry it has been so long, I just wanted to tell everyone hello, and now that WW is over I will probably do a little more blogging. 

I have an issue with consistency, which would probably explain the issues with the weight.  I'm working on it!  Well I hope all is well with everyone!!!

Crackocity with oh so much more!!!

Ok well, ACWARDWELL, hopefully I spelled this correct, had a blog this morning and it was so funny, you will have to read it for yourself. But needless to say, I was reminded of someone at the Public pool this weekend.

This girl who wasn't fat, Just a little chubby, you know has kids, maybe just had one.  She had lots of Cellulite and was a lovely shade of Pasty white.  I have to tell you this because when I tell you the rest of the story I strongly want to deter you from having an image of Pamela Anderson in your head.  Obviously one of us women, who start to loose weight, and probably get to a size something much less then what they started at and think that gives them the licence to dress like Paris Hilton.  NOT.

My seven year old daughter came up to me and told me "Momma that lady's boobies are going to fall out"  This was not sexy, "floweth over" kind of fall out.  It was I bought this string bikini way too small and now my breastessess and falling under.  Only two seconds away. 

So what do you do?   Tell her?  "Excuse me Maam, your tits are falling under your bathing suit.  I thought I would tell you before you expose yourself to everyone in the Bible Belt". 

Well, I pondered this dillema for so so long, and then she turned around!   The bottom was too small too!!!  CRACKOCITY, way too much!!!!   I wanted to smack this girl, stupid, stupid girl.

I'm going dowwwwn!

   Ok so last week I took vacation, and because of the lack of a computer at home I haven't blogged in forever.  Sorry.  I have lost another 2 pounds and I am now down to where I was when I started this wieght loss journey.

  Now I would not say that I actually got to take vacation because we didn't go anywhere and the only reason I took it is because of scheduling diffuculties with daycare.  I will seriously have to tell you that staying at home with 3 children 10 and under is pretty difficult.  Its not that my brain couldn't handle it, but either telling them that they have to pick up after themselves or just doing it myself over 4000 times can get tiring.    So I give PROPS TO ALL OF THOSE STAY AT HOME MOMS!!!  

Now don't get me wrong, us working moms, or atleast most of them that I know, still have to do all of the things or "before womens lib" ancestors did. For example cook, clean, laundry, homework, tend to everyones need, ect, ect......  While Dad seems to have a much harder job than us (according to him) so he couldn't possibly do anything outside of his man realm.  Just joking, I will announce that mine Cooks!!  Very well I might add.

Back to my vacation....  Basically it consisted of yearly doctors visits, then more visits.  Just check-ups for the kids ect....  Then Softball and T-ball games ect.  I actually enjoyed myself and I always enjoy myself with the kids.

I have been on Synthroid for a month now, and my doctor upped my dose, so my next prescription will be a little higher.  It has made me feel so much better. Not great , but I am starting to feel more on the ball.   My children are having a shocker, because I will admit it I was always so tired and down that alot of times  I didn't discipline them when they needed to be.  So now that I have started to "awaken"   they are a little dumbfounded.

Memorial day weekend was a struggle with the weight loss thing, I made sure to bring salad, just in case there wasn't any....and I thought that I had gained weight, but when I weighed in on Wednesday I hadn't.  The only guilty pleasure I must admit to where Heinekens, oh well.    The must have cleaned out my system or something.

Well, I hope everyone else is doing well!!!  I talk to yall again on Wednesday.

Yay, more more more

Ok I had my 3rd ww meeting yesterday and I have lost another 3 pounds.  I have joined that women's challenge thing on the Fed website and I have been walking, but my legs are killing  me. 

Like I said in the last blog, I have been taking Synthroid for a week and I am still tired sore, ect...  But I am very positive that things will change.  I have been getting annoyed with everyone lately.  From the nail salon to my family.  Something has got to give.

I am feeling like a fat lazy pig, and the only problem is now I have let myself actually look like one.

On a positive note......  This morning I went to get gas and there were like 3 guys holding the door for me.  Like they were going out of thier way to do it.  I am thinking "don't they know I'm a fat cow?"  It is nice to know that chivraly is not dead. 

Yay!!! 3.2 more pounds!!

Its week two of WW and I have lost another 3.2 lbs.  I am pretty excited about the weight loss, but I wish it was more.  My you know what is coming in two days so that might have something to do with it.

I went to my doctor last week on Friday and he thinks I have HYpothyroidism, which explains the weight gain out of no where.  I am hoping that this synthroid stuff will help, but I have no idea.   But this would explain why I feel as if my metabolism is gone.    I am pretty excited to find out.  I have been so tired and my limbs ach e so much I want to just hide in my room and cry all of the time.   And I have to much to do for that to happen.

Ball season has officially begun and the girls lost thier first game, actually they got whooped, and then won thier second one.  My son has only played one and his team won that one.  God, I love ball season, so much fun!!

Well, good luck to everyone, hopefully your weeks will go well!!

My first weigh in @ WW

Today was my first weigh in and I lost 7.4 pounds.  I am pretty excited.  I think I will be even more excited next week when I know its not water weight or whatever.  But still 7.4 pounds is the bomb!!!

What scale is right?

Ok I have come to the determination that the scale at my home is wrong wrong wrong!!!  I used the scale at my girlfriends house on Sunday and it told me that I weighed 250!!!  So I am going by that.  Needless to say, I thought I ways 238, so I gained 12 pounds without even knowing it.

Wednesday is our official weigh in @ wieght watchers so hopefully I will find my true weight.  Depressing.

I did go walking today though, so thats good.  I think that have no metabolism, probably close to dead.  So exercising should be of great benefit. 

We also went skating this weekend with church and I actually skated.  Once my feet became numb and the pain went away from my little ankles supporting my fat @$$, I had fun.  I got to spend quality time with the kids and get some exercise.  It is very difficult when you realize that you can't skate like you did in 1985 (I was the bomb!).  I didn't fall!!!

Well I hope everyone else is doing well on thier diets.  Have a great day!!1

The beginning of success

I haven't been on here in a while , and I would like to report that I have done pretty well on my diet in the last couple days.  I had my first weight watchers meeting yesterday, but they didn't weigh us in or anything.

I have done weight watchers online, but never in person.  I am hoping that if I am more accountable for it then I will do better.  I wasn't very accountable to a computer.

Plus it may help me when I am feeling out of control, like when my friend comes.  I will write more when I have more time. 

I need a sponsor!

Is there such a thing as a sponsor for Food aholics.  I grew up going to AA meeting with my mother, and she had someone who she could call if she was going to slip up, and have a drink.  That would be pretty cool.  But I would need someone to sew my mouth shut.

I seem to be going backwards.

Ok, I am going backwards.  I have gained 5 pounds.  I can't afford to gain anymore.  I really need to start exercising because I am at a dead end with this dieting thing.  I will write some more later, if I have a chance.  I am trying to sneak this in while at work.    To bad I can't exercise while at work.