03/02/2006 17:53
Drive-Thru Dilemma, The Battle, The Winner is...
as i sit in my car waiting my turn in the wendys drive-thru i was faced w/ a challenge....we all know me and my struggle w/ food and that God awful fear of being hungry, God forbid...anyway i think i'm finally making progress w/ myself...lol ok so i'm sitting there and i had already agreed w/ myself i wasn't that hungry and there for i was going to "just" get a side salad. so as i get closer to my turn to order this dilemma sparks in my mind...maybe i should get a bacon classic jr. too...i don't wanna be "hungry"...no no i'm here for a salad....but what if its not enough and i get "hungry" later...now i'm driving up to order and i do so...i'd like a ceaser side salad please...the voice asks would you like anything else and that little voice was screaming, seriously it was like patting your head w/ one hand and rubbing your tummy w/ the other...2 things going on and its hard talk...but i said that's it...thank you!!!!!!!! i am sooooo proud of myself. 37 years old and finally i actually exercised some control today w/ my eating habits!!!! i am now just starting to get a little hungry and it would be easy to go grab some junk or quick fix but i am still in control and it feels soooo darn good!! =)