02/26/2006 00:35
12:35 am and Home sick
i've been down here for 4 yrs now NC and although everything is just fine i still miss home...=( NY tonight has been ruff. we all know i can't commit to a eating plan or diet and i have been going on portion control and my go a head a have a bite just not the whole thing plan. everything has been going pretty good until tonight. i can't sleep and i'm home sick. the only exercise i've been doing is exercising my 2 bite rule but on "everything" and on top of it my stomach is upset i guess b/c its not use to the junk any more. i keep telling my self to remember how this feels and maybe at a later date when i go a 2 bite frenzy i'll be able to control it better. tomorrow will be better i know, but for tonight i long for the cold and snow where my family is.