empty nest blues
i'm having a prblem w/ "thinking" i'm "feeling" hungry but i don't think i really am. yeah, my tummy grubled a little but it wasn't like the times when i "really" have been hungry. it happens mostly in the morning hours. no matter what i eat i end up snacking but its fruits or carrots. i know i'm feeling a little stressed and thats probably it. but i want success....and it making me feel a little bummed that i still don't have full control w/ my emotions and my eating behaviors....yeah, they've gotten much better and i shouldn't beat myself w/ a stick like i do b/c good things come to those who wait "and" continue to work hard! maybe its more that i miss my daughter whos still down in florida...=( i talk to her everyday...shes almost 21 and might move far from home one day...what will i do then???!!!!??? eat myself into a dark hole!!!??? i need to get a grip...just talking about it here right now makes me feel better....i want success and i want her to experience success and our success are very personal to eachothers goals...my baby girl is growing up...admit it! yes....she has been grown for a long time now and shes a smart beautiful young woman.

