Tick...Tick..Wide Awake!!!
GRRRRRR!!!.... almost one o'clock in the morning and here i am. me and the breakfast club...man i love this movie...makes me think back to high school days and a much smaller healthier me.
anyway, i just wanted to say thanks to those who comment and look in on me...=)
i went out to lunch today w/ a few co-workers. we went to the "golden dragon" yummy...BUT i ordered.....
small wanton soup, no pork, extra onions.
small egg roll w/ no sauces.
AND!!!!!!!
"WATER w/ lemon".........not b/c i was keeping the calories low BUT b/c thats what i thirsted for... yes... a tall glass filled w/ice and 2 slices of lemon....it was so good... so refreshing.... i can't help but make a big deal over this when i make this choice b/c i want it.
i have always hated water as a child, as a teenager, as an adult. i would go w/out, dieing of thurst before i'd let water pass my lips. it still shocks me to this day how good water tastes. i can't believe that life change was completed and has only grown stronger.
looking back how i got here was by slowly replacing carbonated drinks w/ juice...then watering down the juice....then crystal lite and then water w/ lemon.
grrrr.... tomorrow will be better right? i'm gonna pat myself on my back tonight and raise my glass to "WATER"... for now my only success and i can live w/ that.
good night everyone...sweet dreams and too me to so maybe i won't be so tired in the morning.

