sad news for me
my husband and i have tried to get pregnant. i even went last year for some medical help but it just wasn't in God's plans for us but we cont. to not use anything to prevent a prenancy.
well, dec.2006 i skipped...i figured i'd wait to the following month to take a test i didn't want to get too excited and then it happen. TOM came but lasted just a few days. i took it as a gift since january was crazy for me and went on about my way. in feb. TOM came about 7 days very light...another gift and the thoughts of maybe i'n going thought the change early. the end of march ran into april and again very light to almost nothing. now may 5 started the same thing but no end was near...i called the dr. on the 21st and got in thurs., friday i went for a pelvic ultra sound and things are looking like i miscarried. i cried and cried... i know its in God's hands but i have never lost a child before and even though it probably happened in feb. i am still heart broken. they are recommending a uterin ablasion which means the the uterus lining will be distroyed and never again will That TOM come or become pregnant. i know turning 39 my b-day in aug. just adds to the risks. i know God knows best but i am still sad. sad to know my baby making parts will no longer work and all hope is gone from that dream.
=( i hope everyone else is doing great and having fun this weekend.