Feeling Low Today!

Last week the needle didn't move on my scales (metaphorically because I have a digital display) but that has happened before so I wasn't too concerned but this week the decline has been pretty slow too. As of this morning I appear to have lost 2lbs - that is over 2 weeks - even for me that is appalling.  

I also have a confession. For some reason I have been feeling really hungry this week and yesterday I gave in - I had two (yes two) extra bars - that's an extra 400 calries, as I'm only eating 500 calories a day that is almost an additonal day. Part of me is saying so what it is still under a 1000 calories you are not going to ballon up but the other part of me is saying your body will expect that every day now and it will make life harader. And it's true I'm yearning for more food today. I have had to force myself away from the kitchen. I've watched a crap film on TV, had a bath and now I'm on the computer and all I can think about is food. It hasn't been this tough since I started....I've got 3 weeks to go and then I start maintenance and I know I'm not going to hit my final goal as I've got over 8lbs to lose in 3 weeks and I'm not losing that fast and I'm feeling rather disappointed that I'm still F.A.T.

I thought I'd feel slim at 10 stone (ish) but  with half a stone to go my thighs still rub together when I walk, my arms wobble dangerously when I wave them and I still have quite a significant buddha belly. No - I'm not exaggerating I'll get some photos uploaded shortly. How much weight do I have to lose before I get to a "normal" weight and figure?

Sorry I'm on such a downer today I just thought I'd be much closer to my goal by now.