Week 10

I've been a bit absent recently - I've just had so much on my plate (pun intended hee hee). I finished my Managing People assignment on Sunday and posted it on-line at 4.30pm a good 24 hours before the deadline  - wahay!! I'm not totally happy with the quality but in the end I never am - I just want to pass and I hope it's enough for that. The first part is good but I know the conclusion is a bit weak. Mind you I didn't feel like celebrating at the time... I had a horrible weekend. On Saturday I spent all day trying to finish the first draft but I was really struggling with the last chapter - anyway hubby decided to have a sulk because I wans't paying him enough attention and when i got to bed I just got the cold shoulder treatment when what i really needed was a really big cuddle. The next day it was TOTM - so i woke up with cramps and a bad head because I hadn't slept propoerly and really upset with the old man for his callousnous the day before - so I didn't talk to him all day. I just couldn't face it - I had the assignm,ent to finish and I felt like sh*t - I really didn't need to deal with him as well. Unfortunately I've got a lot on at work, so even after I had finally submitted the assignement I had to pull my office work out and do some of that as well - so I was really not in a good mood.

On Monday I was a total zombie, I hadn't had any rest or recovery time and had to go straight into a big meeting at work about how we were goinh to manage the mountain of work that was coming our way. I really felt close to crying - and I'm not a crier. So I went to my Monday night weigh-in and I was low.........then I found out I'd lost 3lbs....I wouldn't say that revitalised me as such coz I was still knackered but by today my spirts had revived and I feel semi-himan plus hubby and I kissed and amde up this morning. I must admit I'm not sure how long I can stand this job. I swore I would stay here at least 3 years and I've only done 18 months but it's driving me mad. More of that another time.