For The Heart

My weight loss record.

My Profile

  • Name: Ellyn209
  • City: Minneola
  • Region: Florida
  • Country: United States

My Weight Loss

Height: 157.5cm
Start weight: 211.50lb
Current weight: 191.00lb
Goal weight: 125.00lb
Lost to date: 20.50lb
Remaining: 66.00lb

My Calendar

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Before After

Looking Forward

I will be very glad to see the year 2009 gone forever.  It has been the worst year of my life.  I could not have gotten through it without the wonderful Husband I have.  It will be up to me to leave 2009 behind and move forward.
 
I think instead of looking at my weight loss as what can I do to loose weight I will look at what am I doing that keeps me from loosing weight!  Now that is a long list I hope I can work with and it puts the responsibilty right where it belongs, on me!
 
My Mom passed away in October from heart failure.  It all began with being overweight, having type two diabete, High blood pressue, etc.  If I don't stop some the my destructive behaviors I will be there in 20 years or less. 
 
I think the first plan of action has to be destressing.  It will not be this week as we are going to spend the new year with my Dad.  My Mom's birthday was January 1 so it will not be a celebration.  After 58 years of marriage I think it will take a long time for Dad to recover. No matter how much we love him it can't take the hurt away.
 
Well I am working on my game plan to attack this battle once and for all!
 
 

Super Bowl Sunday

I was a little bummed out yesterday because I lost only 1/2 pound last week.  I didn't eat anything I shouldn't but maybe I ate the permitted food in a little larger amount than I should have.  I think I need to stay away from nuts.  I never got around to planning my meals or snacks, I just kind of winged it all week. 

On a brighter note I woke up this morning and the scale said I weigh two pound less than yesterday so It's looking good for this week.  I am planning my meals so they will be exactly what I need to eat this week.  

I'm making chili for Super Bowl viewing.  It is traditional and fits in with South Beach.  Of course there will not be the usual cornbread and tortillia chips but we can have the cheese.  Maybe I'll toast some whole wheat Pitas and have black bean spread.

I think there is some challenge every week.  This week is the Super Bowl and a graze all day wedding shower at work.  Who knows what next week will bring. 

A Test of Resolve

Today is a BIG test of my resolve.  We are having Volunteer  Appreciation at Church tonight and are serving deserts and coffee. This was obviously not my idea.   As head of the Hospitality Ministry I will be preparing several deserts. 

I have a delicious cake in the oven now.  I have to admit I usually eat several spoons of batter, you know, just taste testing.  I managed to get the cake into the oven without a single taste!  I immediatly washed the bowl and spoons I used to stop the temptation.  In all honesty I will tell you when my finger (accidentally) was covered with batter, my finger was in my mouth before I remembered I couldn't have it, and just before I closed my mouth around all that yummy batter I pulled my finger out and washed the batter off!  I feel like I deserve a medal.  I won't award any medals until the cake is out of the oven, the icing made and on the cake and the bowls and spatulas washed. 

I will be making a South Beach Chocolate Nut Cookies recipe I found on line.  It uses finely chopped nuts instead of flour and a sugar substitute.  This is what I will have with my coffee. 

All I can say is Pray for me!

 

It's Working!

I usually weigh on Saturday but having just started the South Beach Diet I just had to see if it is working.  I have lost 4 lbs!  One more pound and I will be under 200 lbs!  This is so exciting, it has been a couple of years since I was able to say that.

The diet is not hard to stick with because you eat real food that you cook.  I think I may be eating more food than before! 

Just Beachy!

When I get through with this post I am going to the grocery store to stock up for my first week on the South Beach Diet.  The food looks wonderful so I am very optimistic.  I will miss my pasta dishes for the first two weeks but I think I can handle the sacrifice.

According to the book I should be able to count on an eight to twelve lb weight loss during the first two weeks.  I hope that will be my experience but I don't seem to be able to loose weight as fast as in the past.  Must be a 50's thing!  It would be very motivating to have a large loss before it settles into the one to two pounds per week.

I'm planning a camping trip in May and would love to weigh a lot less by then.  If I stay on plan I should be able to be 30 to 40 lbs lighter by then.  I hope my expectations are reasonable.

I MADE IT!

For possibly the first time in my life I made it from Thanksgiving to New Year with a weight loss!!!!!  It wasn't a huge weight loss but I still call it a VICTORY.  Now I just need to build on that small loss.

I bought the South Beach Diet book yesterday and I am getting my kitchen ready to start the plan Sunday or Monday.  I have to get rid of a lot of food and I need a little time to plan meals and go shopping.  Planning is my weak point.  I cannot eat right without planning. 

I read a few of the meal plans to my Husband and he is looking forward to it.  It's always a help when everyone in the house is on board.  I feel like I will be saying hello to all of the clothes in the back of my closet in the next couple of months.

Old New Pants

I'm feeling the motivation again.  I have not been very motivated since last Friday and been hanging onto my diet by the skin of my teeth.  Yesterday I wore a pair of slacks to work that were too tight a month ago!  No problem buttoning them, no binding and I could breath just fine.  I got them out of the closet in error so I thought "lets just give them a try" and boy was I shocked!

I'm now pretty pumped about the possibility of wearing all of the clothes in my closet.  I can only wear about 25%, the others are too small.  When I loose another ten to fifteen pounds that will push it up to 50% and twenty to twenty five pounds and I will be able to wear all of them!  It will be like a new wardrobe for free!!

Wine Jelly

I spent the day making Wine Jelly.  I am making Christmas gifts for co-workers, friends and family.  I made White Zin Jelly, Merlot Jelly and Chardonay Jelly.  They turned out beautifully with the three different colors! I could have made cookies for friends and family but then I would have eaten half of them so the Wine Jelly was much safer!!

I will be making some cookies for people but only up to a point.  I will be making the mixes in a jar and they will have to bake them themselves!  Again, it limits temptation.  I think they will mostly be chocolate chip cookies or double chocolate brownies because I have about 10 lbs of chocolate chips that need a new home. 

I have not been doing well on the diet since Friday.  I have got to get it back together starting now!  I refuse to give back the pounds I have lost.  I need to get prepared by having the right foods in the house.  I think I'm going to have to start walking.  I think it is the only exercise I am capable of at the moment.  I'm looking forward to being able to be more active.  We love to hike, camp and ride bicycles, it's just not easy at my weight. 

Well, I'm tired and my husband is talking to the cat.  I think he could use some human companionship!

Finger Food Friday, Again

 

Here we are again, FINGER FOOD FRIDAY!!!  Another day, another challenge.  I keep telling myself it will soon be January and it will be easier.  I guess I really haven't struggled too much.  I've had good days and I have had not so good days.  I know there are really BAD days to come but I'll deal with them as they come. 
 
I am finally getting the Christmas Spirit and plan to put up a tree after work today!  If I don't get it up now there will be no point!  I actually bought a wreath last night and put it on the door. 
 
Well, got to go to work now with my sausage and cheese mini muffins for Finger food Friday!  (yes, I will have one)

Just a Quick Update

I am doing very good!  I have more motivation than I usually have after a week of watching what I eat.  The difference is having my daughters working just as hard.  We all had a wonderful week, all lost some pounds! 

Yesterday was a struggle for some reason.  I just cannot handle staying at home with the fridge.  I did end up doing pretty well but it was hard.  Saturday was easy because we were busy and not at home.  I had to buy a pair of earrings!  During the week I just take what I can eat with me and when it is gone thats it.  I eat at my desk and either do errands or work through lunch.  Everyone thinks I'm terribly dedicated but now you know my secret.

Today a vendor brought in 7 dozen assorted doughnuts!  I stayed at my desk and kept away from the doughnuts.  I just have to stay focused on the goal 

Did you ever wonder why obese people are treated like half a person when we are twice the size?  Not everyone of course but you do run into those people who take one look at you and make that judgement.  I'm tired of not being taken seriously because I'm overweight.

 

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