02/24/2007 02:03
Disappointment
I googled an old boyfriend the other day. Haven't seen him for years. Didn't know if he was married, had kids etc.
Was happy to see he was not only a lecturer but Dr was in front of his name. I emailed him, told him what had gone on in my life, and was hoping to hear back from him, just a friendly Hi. Did it come...no. So I began thinking, maybe he is on holiday, maybe he never checks his emails. So I decided to use a bogus email and email him about the course he runs at the uni, and he replied within seconds.
My diet has consisted of chocolate puddings, ice-cream, wine, indaina curries and naan bread etc etc.
I have started my diet again today. Lets hope I don't get any disappointments. How does everyone else cope with disappointments?
02/19/2007 12:29
Day Two
Well I wasn't going to weigh myself for a week, but the scales were shouting for me to get on, and I was so pleased with the result. 4lbs in one day. Can't believe it. I know we lose fluid at the start, so maybe its that. Logging my food, is quite fun, but I prefer to add my own preferences, as it takes too long to find something similar on the site. just to find toast was about six clicks, and in today's world we haven't got time for too many clicks of the mouse lol.
Feeling positive, and more cheerful today.
02/18/2007 13:36
Day One
Hurray, I have found a site that might work for me.
And pleased I have decided to have a realistic aim, and actually do something about losing weight.
Motivation comes from mainly, to find a guy who could be interested in me. Had too many disappointments with on-line dating, they like my photo, but when we meet, they disappear. I have consoled myself since the last one made a quick exit, last november, we had chatted and texted for three months prior to meeting, he was real hope, i even told him i was overweight, and he told me how much in love with my personality he was, and he didn't care what weight i was. So, he left my world a few weeks after meeting him, I was devastated. What did I do? Ate chocolate puddings, drank wine, apple crumble and custard became a friend. Now three months later, I am a stone heavier. Now there is hope.
I have been good so far today. Had ww shepherds pie at lunchtime, and planning to have a ww meal later. Then maybe an oat bar for a snack.
