back on track..

so i didnt post my weight update until yesterday because i had gone back up to 201 :( after last week...yeck. But i weighed myself this morning and i was 198.8, so yay! The only thing that sux is we definitely seem to be spending more on groceries and putting less into savings. I feel guilty. blah.  Im praying that god watching out for us and will help things to workout. if i keep stressing i know what that will do to me. put me right back up over 200 again. We do still have 7 months until our wedding, so we can save. and we have about 1500 so far. and need to save about 5000 or so, probably a lil more. if i can get this job im trying to get at the mall that will help out alot. pretty much any extra money will help out.

the money thing definitely is something i find myself stressed over, but i know better. so far things have worked out in the past. idk i guess its because its our wedding, and while not everything will go right. i pray we can afford it.  :( blah.... i hate waiting to hear from places, but on the other hand im confident in myself, my abilities, and my knowledge, so maybe this will work out.

alright, goal for today is to stay on track and go to the gym for an hour. i can do this... not just this diet, but the next 7 months of craziness... lol

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I loooove WW!  I can't wait to go back once I can afford it again!  good work on your losses so far!

Keep Your Head Up

I just went through every thing you are.  I was married on August 17th and I know how over whelming it can be and how the money can get tight.  If you want any advice let me know.

Keep up the positive attitude, I'm cheering for you!

thanks for the support

thanks both of you for your cheering on :) and bvangord, i may just hit you up for some wedding advice at some time. My mom eloped so she unfortunately hasnt been a wealth of wisdom to offer for any of this. hehe. We've already got out caterer , the place for the ceremony and reception (same place), the person marrying us (my friend's husband), my dress, and as of yesterday our photographer. We lucked out on our vendors and found decent deals, though my dress i splurged on (with my moms help lol). but yea granted we arent at 10,000 and over, but this is still going to be the largest amount of money we have ever spent and its definitely daunting to think of havng to save all that. I wanted a small wedding and it just kept growing with the family.