rough week

ok so i did two bad things this week. 1st, chili's chicken crispers, 2nd- brownie a la mode.

i most definitely got in the extra 35 pts possibly more from those. Other wise i have been good. I havent worked out at all this week but meant to.. bleh. im going to today...i think...gah lol.

i found out i didnt get the job i hoped for even after it had seemed very promising. It really sucked..... my friend andrea wanted to go to chilis so i went with. i think this is why lately i try to avoid hanging with friends i know i can over eat with lately. her and i have done it plenty in the past. just like me and my cousin used to.

Then we threw my teacher from my trade school a goodbye party and  they had an ice cream social. it was yummy but made me so sick i didnt have dinner...so in a way i might not have gone too far over points on wednesday. I always seem to forget my issues with dairy... :( until after the fact when i feel like im dying :)

anyways.. did good yesterday, made dinner for me and robert and since its thursday he wasnt working so we spent time together after i got out of work, so we had dinner and watched Blades of Glory. cute movie lol. very silly. I didnt work out because, i dont always get much time to hang out with robert. i get out of work at 3 everyday and he doesnt get out til 10. then until now ive had my saturdays filled up with interning. so sunday and then thursday and saturday afternoons  is our hang out time and sometimes we frequently end up with family on saturday. not to mention we share a place with my brother...so not much US time.  I applied for a nother job, if i get it, once again our time will be cut down until after we are married and have gotten some bills out of the way.

yesterday was good, until robert realized there was around 400 dollars missing out of his stash of money he was saving toward our wedding. we have no clue who took it, honestly i suspect my brother but my mom kinda freaked when i said that he is really the only person that is at the house enough when we arent there  that he might have.  Im thinking we should just throw it into my savings account since he doesnt have a bank account currently but i know he is wary about my financial abilities.

So yeah, definitely this week has felt like 2 steps forward, 2 steps back...lol. oi....hopefully i can still lose 1 lbs this week. ive got til monday.