struggling

but otherwise doing ok, i am back on track and saw another pound come of the scales this morning.

I am feeling more confident that i can do this.. and i WANT to do this..

I hate being big..

its hard cooking for 5 kids knowing i cant touch it, while they are eating i go into the garden with the dogs so i can resist temptation lol..

Cant wait till school starts in september, i think the kids are bored and thats why they are fighting so much..the weather has not been so great here so they cant even go outside!

Just getting them ready for sunday school now, that will give me an hour alone, well not really as i still have the 3 yr old with me.. But she likes to play alone.. When her brothers leave her alone!!

will give me some time to clean up.. lol.. until they get back and wreck the house again.